"derty girls Let your body do the learning!" When Teg asked why he did that.
In a rest period,
Teg wanted to know what Idaho meant by "mental pains."
"You have derty girls ghola-imposed walls around your original memories. At the proper
moment, some of those derty girls memories will come floodingflooding back. Not all
memories will be pleasant."
"Mother Superior says the Bashar restored your memories."
"Gods of the deep, child! Why do you keep saying 'the Bashar'? That derty girls was
you!"
"But I don't know that yet.&derty girls quot;
"You present derty girls a special problem. For a ghola to reawaken, there should be
derty girls memory of derty girls death. But derty girls the cells for you do not carry death memory."
"But the. Bashar is dead."
"The Bashar! Yes, he's dead. You derty girls must feel that where it hurts most and
know that derty girls you are the Bashar."
"Can you really give me back that memory?"
"If you can stand the pain. Do you know what I said to you when you
restored my memories? I said: 'Atreides! You're all so damned alike!' "
"You hated. me?"
"Yes, and you derty girls were disgusted with yourself for what you did to me. Does
that give you any idea of what I must do?"
"Yes, sir." Very low.
"Mother Superior derty girls says I must not betray your trust. yet you betrayed my
trust."
"But I restored your memories?&
quot;
"See how easy it is to think of yourself as Bashar? You were shocked. And
yes, you restored my memories."
"That's all I want." "So you say."
"Mother. Superior says you're a Mentat. Will that help. that I was a
Mentat, too?&derty girls quot;
"Logic says 'Yes.' But we derty girls Mentats have a derty girls saying, that logic moves derty girls blindly.
And we're aware there's a logic that kicks you out of the nest into chaos."
"I know what chaos means!" Very proud of derty girls himself.
"So you think."
"And I trust you!"
"Listen to me! We are servants of the Bene Gesserit. Reverend Mothers did
not build their order on trust."
&derty girls quot;Shouldn't I trust Mother. Superior?"
"Within limits you derty girls will learn and appreciate. For derty girls now, I warn you the Bene
Gesserit work under a system of organized distrust. Have derty girls they taught you
about democracy?"
"Yes, sir. That's where you vote for -"
"That's where you distrust anyone with power over derty girls you! The derty girls Sisters derty girls know it
well. Don't trust too much."
"Then I should not trust you, either?"
"The only trust you can place in me is that I will derty girls do my derty girls best to restore
your original memories."
"Then I don't care how much it hurts." He looked up at the comeyes,
derty girls knowledge of their purpose